When one tells a lie, we often neglect the consequences of it being exposed. A Lie, no matter how well-told it was, will still be exposed one day. But have we, liars, thought of that at the point of lying?
I believed all of us lied before, not just once; but many times. Perhaps the lie was for good reason(s) --a white lie. It may to be told, to not hurt the other party. But have we thought that one day when the lie is exposed, the other party will be hurt even more?
A Lie, might be told in order not to hurt the other party. But when it's exposed, the other party will not just feel hurt because he/she knows the truth. But also because he/she feels a sense of being cheated, being foolish enough to trust a liar.
Hence all lies, will evenly lead to the distrust. So are lies still worth it, in order not to hurt the other party? NO. The best damn thing is Honesty; to be truthful to friends, family and loved ones. Otherwise the next moment you know, you, a big liar, aint worth anyone's trust.
"一个谎言,
不管你编得有多么精细
它终究会被拆穿的
当这个谎言被拆穿的时候
对方的痛苦是你不能想象的"
So, then you thought that by deceiving me, i would never find out the truth? In that case, you're just too foolish & your mind's too simple for that Lie (or was that Lie too Big for your mind?). You thought that just by telling me that white lie, i will not be hurt.
But have you thought that that lie, caused me to blame myself for that end. I thought i was to blame for it. But never have i thought i was so foolish enough to be cheated by you. No, i'm not foolish. It's just that at that time, i love you too much, just too much, to doubt your words.
You let the Lie blame on the past, not anything else. At that point, i was already hurt. (perhaps your lie wasnt good enough; cause it still hurt me) I was hurt, so i thought it must be the truth.
But soon, things going on so fishy & suspicious as the truth slowly reveals. Truth hurts me even more deeply than you could ever imagine. It just makes me hate Reality.
Coz when truth reveals itself, i then realised it's not just a lie, not just a deceit. It's More than that, More than i can think of. You made me love you so much, to cover up your lies, to erase off my doubts. You made me felt so fortunate, to be loved. But just what does the truth says? {Your love at that point of time was just to cover up your lies}.
Why, just why didnt you come clean with me at that time. You could have just told me the truth. I could have just admit defeat or what-so-ever. But no, you let me think that i havent lost. You let me think that you let me down. You let me think that you didnt want to end.
But truth just shows that my sorrowful end with you, was your happy start; a new beginning with her.
So, did you expect the truth not to hurt me AT ALL? It's impossible.
Still, i thought that then, you should have come clean with me.
COZ YOUR LIES FAILED LIKE FUCK.
*{{ you said what; i'm a good girl, you cant give me future. Then for my future, you willing die alone. Say you dont want let me suffer when i can lead good life. ---THIS IS ALL BULLSHIT; just a Total piece of Crap.
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