WARNING: this will be a Long Post.
Viewing through all those Pictures in my folders, I recalled of the happy times I've shared. With My Girlfriends & all. Zoo Trip, Escape, SweetHeart's Birthday, NeWater Trip, No-Teacher lesson, Post-exam period, Guides Activities, etc etc. I viewed through my handwritten diary of Last year end & this year's Start. Many unbelievable childish wishful thoughts; merely Craps. I took a glance at all my Neoprints from Primary 6 till now. From Fringe-less to Very short Fringe, to my Long side fringe at Start of this Year to Shorter side fringe to Bangs; From same length thick hair to Layered thin extension-like hair; From my Blue specs to Purple specs, to Contact lenses. Changes & even more greater changes. I am very very touched at those changes, they made me almost cry. No one would have ever imagine how I looked like before Chung Cheng days.
This year filled with especially much laughter, joy & happiness, especially much sadness, sorrows, rage, touched & heart-breaking moments. My year 2007 is a year filled with colours even beyond those of a Rainbow's, with many great experiences.
At the start of the year, I was still living in my Sec 1 days. Then i was nominated to be Vice-Chair coz of Gfs. It made me more outspoken. Thankyouus, I really appreciate the honour to be the Vice-Chair. ;DDD
Mid-January, I started to hang out with my Gfs, Y-Bangs remember? Hahas!. Then slowly minimized then expanded to be Scar.My.Van. & that was the results of many quarrels here & there. Then, we weren't formed yet. We were just friends, and for some, good friends. We knew each other through each other. But as time passed, bonding took place & positioned us to be where & who we are now.
& from CNY period onwards, things changed even more dramatically for me. & that's when I knew Bastard. & Bastard made my 2007 especially special lur, of course. Half of my 2007 memories are filled with my moments shared with him. My (ex-)Boyfriend afterall, & I was almost happy ALL DAY when I was attached to him. & in this period of time my Gfs are really Greattttt to me too. They gave me advices, comfort me at times when i'm down etc etc. :D
Till mid-August, the climax of the year stopped & things changed. That's when I realised the importance of my Gfs. They're really good to me, comforting me & made me feel that being Single can be as happy & as fortunate with her Loves showered upon. "Only one ship lasts forever, and that's Friendship."
& Soon was the Exam-period & we're being bonded even closer than ever. & very soon, it's Now, the Holidays. & Now, it's soon gonna be over alr. In this Holiday, some of us grew closer, some as normal, some drifted a lil. But our Hearts are still bonded together I hope....
First true love. First event. First whole-year vice-chair. First buying. First real make-up application. First extra piercing. First detention. First discipline record. First in-house suspension. First truancy. First confrontation. First big quarrel. First concert. First skating experience. First own-found job. First friend sleepover at my place. First overnight sleep at non-relative's place. First night-ton. First coloured contacts. First lost phone. First price-to-pay. First overseas school trip.
The unforgettables; SCAR.MY.VAN (ascending order)
Tablemate, always gving me the Joy that's never been felt before. She let me realised how Lesson times can still be fun even if the Subject teacher is really boring. Her Chatty mouth, Immature thoughts, Funny ideas &of course, Her even-more-comfortable-than-pillows Shoulders allow me to sleep real tight in class... Zzz. Her that long whine too. Always bullying Joel & Kuan. & she'll complain to me that they're bullying her! & of course i defend her lur though...! SweetHeart, is the Perfect Photographer coz she always never fails to take Candid Shots of me. She made my pictures look nice & at times, with her Photoshop skills. Her designing & make-up skills are really good too. Her No-Bread excuse is just Nonsense! Weird huh. & she's fussy with food. Her short-term memory... brr. &most days when I arrived at school, I'll spot her sleeping on her desk. & next would be Hair-tying at the Toiletz. With Dear of course. But many a times she will come to school with her hair alr tied! So she'll just stay at toilet watching us &chit-chatting, wasting time. & Ring...... would goes the Morning Bell. & opps, we're late for flag-raising again & again. You know, she's that girl that'll care for us all luhh. Can sense her love & concern very easily derhh. If you cant, then too bad. But she's got a weak heart huh. Easily hurt, but easily can be mended too. Coz i guess now she's alrights. Zhongsheng-pengyou is one of those whom i'll think of first. Coz... aiyar, shall say out luhh. Otherwise no chance say liao. Coz... She's the first that I envy ever since Sec 1. She got the Height, Sport Records, & last time was her that long rebonded hair. But now..zzz. SHORT. Back, kBox at her house was Greattt luh. & oh yar, i envy her Money too. It's like WOW.! So Rich lur. She's always there for me all the time. When i'm high or low. She'll childish with me. Mooncakes, drifting, high-five, blah & blah. Everything. & i still remember her one joke per day thing on bus 135... -Ny is that entertainment that you need everywhere. Nothing can beat her alrights! MobTV, Channel 8, Channel 5, Channel U, Kids Central, Cartoon Network, SCV, .... Get out of the way! Coz with her around, Aslyn dont need a TV! Yes, she's just the best entertainer, with her jokes, cold or not. She can just talk & talk & talk & i'll never get bored. Her weird ideas, chi-na voice pranks etc. LMAO, she's my laughter creator. YanYi, though she's the one that i dont know very well in our clique but she's good. Very friendly derhhh. Similar to Ny in ways i felt. I aint very sure too. But i know she stay at Ubi (random), can dance & she's got the Figure. & good at sports &whatever. I remember once i saw her cry in the morning & i was really shocked. She's got a facade behind her smile. But she did tried her best to put up a Brave front. Ninny-nanny, that very happy-go-lucky girl who seems like she owns the whole wide world with no worries. But Noooo. Remember when she broke up with XXXX.? She cried like _. As if it's raining season. But now in love again. & she's always that deeply into it. Though now hardly talk to her, but she's still as lovely & sociable. She can mix with guys super well okays! &&&Lastly is my XinGan of course. She's the more down-to-earth, more realistic girl bahhs. But not a school girl, more of a carefree girl. Less into Study, more into outside world. When she's tired, she'll just sleep in class. If she's sad she'll just get emo & cry her heart out. If she's unhappy with whatever she'll just say out in a nice tone though. She's very good with words phrasing i must say. & I still remember she once directly told me her negative comments of Bastard luh. She also a very caring girl. Call you first sentence: Where are you? When I take bus with her home & alight, she'll say: Later i call you./ Reached home msg me. Though you might think it's lame, but I can sense her care & love. She's a very Sister sister. Treat her good, she's good to you! ^^V
&Now, thinking of the Class Allocation, it just makes me wanna tear. Coz it's a strong sisterhood we've built & now we're gonna part. & what I fear the most is that our sisterhood wont be strong enough to overcome that separation. I'm really afraid that as days passed, we'll only drift apart.
I Hope We Can Stay Together as SCAR.MY.VAN.
I Love You Girls. You girls soared me into Greater Heights.!
"When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'm stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella"
---{Umbrella}, dedicated to you Girls. With Love.
I've never thought we would break that moment. I hope that what's drifted can patched up again. I wished that your Heart may be mended & Love can start again. Coz what i wished now is just your accompany on Cny. Coz those are the happiest days in my Life so far. Esp Day 2, that NeoPrint will always reminds me of you. The joy that you brought to me. Baby, i'll remember you. That is forever true.
No comments:
Post a Comment