The littlest things. (:

A part of me, a part of you.
Never would I dream that such fantasy would happen on such a Public Holiday like Labour Day today! Being forced to go down to coffee shop to have dinner when I'm still full. Can you imagine that kind of mood I would have been in. But yet a twist in the story would set everything a total change. Sitting in a corner table, then spotted a guy standing over there Full Black. & From my "Contextual Knowledge", that's him lahhs duh.
So I pretend never see. Ha, but anyways I saw his friend came over then they took a seat at a table around four tables away. Then vibrations, & yes it's him.

Bastard: What you doing here siol?
Me: Eating lahhs, duh. Lols. You too?
Bastard: Yah. I just end work mahhs. Then super hungry so come here eat lo. Yuppss.
Me: Work as?
Bastard: Waiter. Yuppss. At Breeks.
Me: Work today only or everyday?
Bastard: Everyday. Yuppss. I is hardworking derh can! How are you yo?
Me: Ha, then you never stay at hostel alr huh? Life still fine for me. But now exams. Yupps.
Bastard: Still got. From hostel go work lo. Yuppss. Yah horh! I forgot! Ahahs!
Me: So means one day work how many hours?
Bastard: Alot lo. Work till super tired ah. Gen also no time to relax already.
Me: Ha, then dont work lahhs! Work so hard for what, still young what. :D
Bastard: Cannot! Must work! Ahahs! Never work then must stay at hostel whole day, Very bored! =[
Me: Ha, then why you dont work as hairstylist?
Bastard: After I finish my hostel lo. Yuppss.
Me: Oh okays. Haiz, my mid-year ending soon alr. After that I wanna find job liao. Otherwise holidays also sian.
Bastard: Ahahs! Work waiter lo. Yuppss.
Me: Dont want. I very choosy derh. Work waitress I might as well work at my papa shop. I see if my friends got any recommendations anot.
Bastard: Lols! Don work la.
Me: Holidays damn long lehhs. Will be bored!
Bastard: Work at your papa there l0.
Me: Ha, I see how first bahhs.
Bastard: Lols!
Me: Lols, okays text you some other day bahhs. :D Takecares.
Bastard: You to. Ahahs! Takecare.


Again, I just feel a distance away from you. Even if you initiate to message, but the truth says that there is indeed a distance in between us. I dont know why. But I feel perhaps it's better for us to stay this way. And maybe in this way, we can keep in contact always. I hope. And anyways message also message until full lerh. Just like that, I love this Labour Day. :DDD Aint I easily contended?
Ha, Answer is No.
Actually I dont know why. Perhaps there's really something called "tian zhu ding". Coz this afternoon after blog hopping. I suddenly felt like changing my blog skin. A skin captured my attention, & I tried it out on my very old blog. Then out of no where, I find myself reading and scanning through all my old posts, tracing back ever since Sec 1. Reading reading I was in fact reading all my old posts that was written when I was with him. Ha, after happy posts then I stumbled upon a sad post that I wrote when I was still with him. About how I fear we might break up, and that was written like 3 days before breakup.
Yet after so many months alr, I still find myself trying to figure out the reason behind it. I thought of good reasons, I thought of bad reasons. Yet until today, that is still a Question Mark. I wish that someday I will be able to muster the courage and ask! Lolols.